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hello god
HELLO GOD
IT'S ME AGAIN
I AM DEPRESSED LORD
I NEED YOUR HELP
EVERY TIME I TAKE A STEP FORWARD
I FEEL LIKE I FALL BACK 10 PACES
OH LORD
WHAT IS IT I AM SUPPOSE TO DO
I GO THROUGH MY DAYS
SPREADING THE WORD
WITNESSING TO OTHERS
BUT LORD ONCE AGAIN I AM DOWN
I WEAR A MASK SO NOONE CAN SEE
THE BROKEN ME WITHIN MY SHELL
LORD TO THE WORLD THEY SEE A SMILE
BUT IN THE MIRROR
THE LADY LOOKING BACK AT ME
IS A FRIGHTNED CHILD
WANTING TO BELIEVE
TRYING TO TRUST
LEARNING TO COPE
BUT LORD
HELP ME
WHO AM I
WHAT IS TO BECOME OF ME
I KNOW YOU HAVE A PLAN
ONE YOU SET JUST FOR ME
BUT HOW
CAN I MAKE YOUR PLAN FOR ME
REALITIY
I HAVE BEEN HIDING WITHIN MYSELF
FOR DAYS
AND I AM SIMPLY CRYING TO THEE
WILL YOU SET ME FREE
I KNOW THE TRIALS IN LIFE
SERVE A LESSON TO BE LEARNED
BUT LORD
I AM DRAWING TIRED
CAN THIS BE MY LAST TRIAL
SATAN IS TELLING ME
I AM USELESS
I AM NOTHING
NOR WILL I EVER BE
BUT LORD
TELL ME PLEASE
THIS IS NOT THE PLAN
YOU HAVE FOR ME
I WANT TO SMILE
I WANT TO LAUGH
I WANT TO FEEL JOY
BUT NOW ALL I DO IS SLEEP
TO GET OUT OF BED
I DONT WANT TO
BUT I KNOW I HAVE TO
FOR I HAVE A CHILD TO SUPPORT
OH LORD WHERE IS THY RAINBOWS
THE ONES I USE TO SEE
WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES
NOW I DREAM NIGHTMARES
WHEN I SLEEP
NO RAINBOWS DO I SEE
JUST BLACK PITCH BLACK
LORD I PRAY
MY LIFE WILL TURN AROUND
FOR RIGHT NOW
I AM SO DOWN
I FEEL LIKE THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN
CLOSER EVER CLOSER
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO
I WANT TO SCREAM
TO BRING RELIEF
BUT THEN
I PRAY AND GET DOWN ON MY KNEES
LORD I MAKE THIS MY LAST PLEA
TAKE MY HAND
SHOW ME THY PLAN
THE ONE YOU HAVE SET FOR ME
I LOVE YOU LORD
I ONLY WANT TO PLEASE YOU
I JUST HOPE WHEN MY LAST BREATHE I TAKE
I WILL HEAR WELL DONE MY CHILD
I AM PROUD OF THEE.....
PRECIOUS LORD
HELLO IT'S ME
WRITTEN BY SHAN JULY 3 2001