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When something wonderful happens in our life we SHOUT for JOY.....Thank the Lord and Shout Amen.......GIVE GOD THE GLORY FOR HE IS WORTHY TO BE PRAISED!!

Before I go any further let us pray:

Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I Thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for I have sinned. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Keep me safe from all danger and harm. Let me start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day and give my best in all that is put before me. Clear my mind that I can hear from You. Broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example - to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Thy Will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak and unsaved. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who refuse to share a word from You. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that will only read this and not speak this aloud in their own lives. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those that don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes, that they are out of debt & all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every Battle is in His hands for Him to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly. This is my prayer. In Jesus Name, Amen and Amen.

I will rewind back a few weeks before this glorious day the Lord said to me "when nothing but a miracle will do.". On July 23, 2001 I had went back to the specialist to see if the Cancer had returned. After I received the news that cancer was present again. I had to gasp for air as I thought "Oh Lord this just cant be." I knew that the Lord would see me through as he had done before but I guess I thought "God, are you sure this is what is meant for me?" I know one should not question the plans of the Lord, but being human God knew what I would think and feel even before I received the news of the Cancer returning.

Although I had to go through chemotherapy again, I know and firmly believe that the source of my healing is what Jesus did for us on the cross. God only used the doctors and medicine as instruments in His hands.

I started taking the first round of (5fu) on July 25th 2001. This is a 21 day on and 7 day off regimen I would be on for a total of three rounds. I had to go to the lab daily to have blood work done to keep a check on my blood counts. This medicine tends to make ones counts drop between the 7th through 14th day of treatment.

I had my good and bad days as this was to be expected. Had to have a few transfusions over the course of this treatment. I was so much ready to throw my hands up and say "Lord enough is enough!" When I felt at my worse moments this scripture would ring clear in my ears:

Isaiah 53:4-5

"Yet it was our grief he bore, our sorrows that weighed him down. And we thought his troubles were a punishment from God, for his own sins ! But he was wounded and bruised for our sins. He was beaten that we might have peace; he was lashed - and we were healed !"

I was fighting a battle and not wanted to let go and let God. I just could not understand why God was doing this to me. I just simply wanted to die and i pleaded with thee to take me home give cancer victory for i felt i could not endure the treatments again. And then the Lord would remind me:

God's word tells us in Luke 18:27, "The things which are impossible with man re possible with God." In Hebrews 13:8 we read, "Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever."

On August 8, 2001 The Lord had a blessing waiting for me. I was prayed for many times but not healed. Aug 6th 7th and 8th were three of my worse days. I was so sick didn't even want to get out of bed. Didn't want to take my medicines, Just wanted to run away and hide. It seemed the faster I tried to run from the Lord the Louder his voice spoke to me. " No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him." (1 Corinthians 2:9).

My boyfriend Aquila came over Wednesday evening to see if i was going to attend church service. He said "you don't have to go if you don't feel well, everyone will understand." I told him: "it is when we feel our worst, sick and shaken that we need to go, I just feel I need to be at church tonight."

As we were driving to church that night I kept thinking about what the Lord had been telling me (when nothing but a miracle will do.) Actually driving to church I would find myself crying and laughing at the same time. Then I started praying and asking the Lord to let his will be done. I was very slow to get out of the car that night once we got to the church. I felt as if something was holding me frozen in time, I felt like I was moving in slow motion.

We managed to make our way to the pew we sit at. I sat down and again started crying, laughing and praying all at once .I felt such a presence in the church this night like none other I felt before. The congregation began singing and praising the Lord. Aquilas mom got up and sang the song (When nothing but a Miracle will do.) When she started singing this song I thought Lord "you have been telling me this same thing, I asked you for a sign now Mrs King is singing this song that she said the Lord had planted in her heart." Mrs King finished singing and she just started speaking as if the Lord was talking through her to me. Mrs King had no idea that my cancer had returned as Aquila and I had not had a chance to tell her the news of my cancer returning. She has some own health problems of her own and we just didn't want to worry her with this. As she was up front speaking to us she looked straight at me and said"you see the girl with my son? God told me she has cancer and we need to pray for her healing." I am sure my mouth dropped to the floor when she said this because she didn't know how could she know, we didn't tell her. Then god spoke to me and said "my child, you remember when you had that dream the other night and you could not figure out who the woman was in your dream, I will tell you my child the woman was Mrs King." My body was tingling and again everything seemed to be moving in slow motion as I looked around the peoples faces in the church.

When Aquilas mom returned to her seat I was drawn to go over and sit with her. She reached for my hand and put her other hand around me. At this moment i felt a presence around as as if the Lord was enveloping us in his arms. I cant explain the feeling except it flowed through my body like a flowing river. Mrs King put a candy cane in my hand and then wrote me a note that said "Look at this candy cane, It represents the letter (J)....the precious name of Jesus, who came to earth as our Savior. Look at the stripes on the candy cane...three small stripes to show the stripes of the scourging Jesus received by which we are healed. The large red stripe was for the blood shed by Christ on the cross so that we could have the promise of eternal life. Look at the candy cane the meaning is still there for those who “have eyes to see and ears to hear.”

I then went back to sit with Aquila and I was clutching the candy cane in my hand. Reflecting to the words that Mrs King shared with me. I found myself praying again to the Lord. As the service reached to a close they had an alter call.

I was standing up clutching the pew in front of me. I wanted to walk down to the alter but I was once again feeling like I was frozen in place. The song leader came over and said to me "go up for prayer oh please walk down for prayer." I sat on the floor saying, "I can't, I can't." Suddenly I looked up to see brother Frank kneeling beside me on one knee, wagging his finger at me, saying, "don't you say I can't, say I can in the Name of Jesus, for the Bible says in Philippines 4:13, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me."

At this moment a peace flowed through me and next thing I knew I was kneeling at the alter lifting my hands to the Lord and praising his name. Aquilas mom grasped my hands and she began to pray. Many other brothers and sisters were around me and praying for the Lords healing touch. I then must have drifted into a world all of my own for I don't remember the surroundings around me, all I remember is I saw the Lord sitting on my hand hand. And then in an instant I felt a presence come over. I fell under the Spirit of the Lord and started to shake and felt like i was swaying in the spirit.

Hello this is Aquilla and I will share the rest with you as like Shan said she has a fogged memory of what happen from here. My mom said that God told her where the cancer was and she was praying over Shan as were the others in the congregation. Shan fell straight on her back and for 1 hour and 15 minutes she laid on the floor lifting her hands to the Lord and praising his most holy name. I know that Shan was healed.

OK, this is Shan, I remember trying to get up and wondering to myself what I was doing on the floor. I started shouting and jumping for joy "I am a new I left my old body and God has given me a new. I felt like I am washed free from my cancer. I feel a new, I am refreshed, God has breathed healing into me. For a moment I could not breathe I was shaking and tingling all over and as I gasped for air I felt a presence breathe through me. I starting crying out: Oh Lord my God, I have cried unto thee, And thou has healed me." I know that I know the Lord has healed me. On August 9th the day after this wonderful miracle from the Lord, I went to the Dr so tests could be run. All praise to thee my blood work came back all normal when the day before it was below average. The scans came back as clear as the clearness of day. Still having to wait on one more report but I am not going to question the works my Lord has bestowed upon me. For I know that I know that I know the Lord has healed me.

Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good Spirit lead me on level ground.

--Psalm 143:10. We want the Spirit to be at work in us to make us like Jesus. For this to happen, we must open our heart to the will of God. There are no greater words God wants to hear than "teach me to do your will." That is what it means for him to be God, to have control over our life and our will. Thank you precious Lord for being the pilot of my life and showing me that thy will be done for me in my life.

Thank You Lord

Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life. Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life, with all the glory and the honor, I will magnify you Lord. I just want to Thank you, Thank you Lord.

Thank you Lord for saving me, from my dark destructive ways, when I strayed from your grace. I knew I couldn't make it without you.

You are my Light, my Father, and Savior. Your my Comforter, my Brother, when there was no other.

I Thank You Lord, I Thank you Lord, I Thank you Lord.

For your everlasting love, and your amazing saving grace. I am blessed, I am blessed by praising you. I am blessed, I am blessed by praising you.

Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord.

You are my Light, my Father, and Savior, your my Comforter, my Brother, when there was no other.

I Thank you Lord, I Thank You Lord, I Thank you Lord.

For your everlasting love and your amazing saving grace. I am blessed I am blessed by praising you. I am blessed, I am blessed by praising you.

Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord.

Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life, Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life, with all the glory and the honor, I will magnify you Lord.

I just want to Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, LORD!

Thank you, for taking the time to read my song of testimony to Our

Lord Jesus Christ Thank you.

in Christ shan

(THIS WAS MADE BY A DEAR FRIEND, DOT. THANK U DOT THIS IS PRECIOUS)

(I JUST HAD TO PLACE THIS GRAPHIC YOU MADE FOR ME ON MY TESTIMONY PAGE)

His Healing Touch

My Jesus, My Jesus

He touched me.

he healed me.

he filled me with

his healing power.

took away my pain

and disease.

yes! I'm healed

Jesus gave my

life back to me.

he took me and

filled me with

his healing power.

And burned my

disease away.

I'm Healed! yes!

I'm healed!

my Jesus, my Jesus

I praise you everyday.

for every breath and

step I take.

for my Jesus

made me whole.

written by ~kathy dauzet~

(THIS WAS WREITTEN BY A DEAR FRIEND. i THANK U FOR THIS. aND I AM HONORED TO PLACE IT ON MY PAGE)


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Keep me safe from all danger and harm. Let me start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day and give my best in all that is put before me. Clear my mind that I can hear from You. Broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. Let me continue to see sin through God's eyes and acknowledge it as evil. And when I sin, let me repent, and confess with my mouth my wrongdoing, and receive the forgiveness of God. And when this world closes in on me, let me remember Jesus' example - to slip away and find a quiet place to pray. It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Thy Will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak and unsaved. Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood. I pray for those who refuse to share a word from You. I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that will only read this and not speak this aloud in their own lives. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others. I pray for those that don't believe. But I thank you that I believe. I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes, that they are out of debt & all their needs are met. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every Battle is in His hands for Him to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees them and every mouth that confesses them willingly. This is my prayer. In Jesus Name, Amen and Amen. I will rewind back a few weeks before this glorious day the Lord said to me "when nothing but a miracle will do.". On July 23, 2001 I had went back to the specialist to see if the Cancer had returned. After I received the news that cancer was present again. I had to gasp for air as I thought "Oh Lord this just cant be." I knew that the Lord would see me through as he had done before but I guess I thought "God, are you sure this is what is meant for me?" I know one should not question the plans of the Lord, but being human God knew what I would think and feel even before I received the news of the Cancer returning. Although I had to go through chemotherapy again, I know and firmly believe that the source of my healing is what Jesus did for us on the cross. God only used the doctors and medicine as instruments in His hands. I started taking the first round of (5fu) on July 25th 2001. This is a 21 day on and 7 day off regimen I would be on for a total of three rounds. I had to go to the lab daily to have blood work done to keep a check on my blood counts. This medicine tends to make ones counts drop between the 7th through 14th day of treatment. I had my good and bad days as this was to be expected. Had to have a few transfusions over the course of this treatment. I was so much ready to throw my hands up and say "Lord enough is enough!" When I felt at my worse moments this scripture would ring clear in my ears: Isaiah 53:4-5 "Yet it was our grief he bore, our sorrows that weighed him down. And we thought his troubles were a punishment from God, for his own sins ! But he was wounded and bruised for our sins. He was beaten that we might have peace; he was lashed - and we were healed !" I was fighting a battle and not wanted to let go and let God. I just could not understand why God was doing this to me. I just simply wanted to die and i pleaded with thee to take me home give cancer victory for i felt i could not endure the treatments again. And then the Lord would remind me: God's word tells us in Luke 18:27, "The things which are impossible with man re possible with God." In Hebrews 13:8 we read, "Jesus is the same yesterday, today, and forever." On August 8, 2001 The Lord had a blessing waiting for me. I was prayed for many times but not healed. Aug 6th 7th and 8th were three of my worse days. I was so sick didn't even want to get out of bed. Didn't want to take my medicines, Just wanted to run away and hide. It seemed the faster I tried to run from the Lord the Louder his voice spoke to me. " No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no mind has conceived what God has prepared for those who love him." (1 Corinthians 2:9). My boyfriend Aquila came over Wednesday evening to see if i was going to attend church service. He said "you don't have to go if you don't feel well, everyone will understand." I told him: "it is when we feel our worst, sick and shaken that we need to go, I just feel I need to be at church tonight." As we were driving to church that night I kept thinking about what the Lord had been telling me (when nothing but a miracle will do.) Actually driving to church I would find myself crying and laughing at the same time. Then I started praying and asking the Lord to let his will be done. I was very slow to get out of the car that night once we got to the church. I felt as if something was holding me frozen in time, I felt like I was moving in slow motion. We managed to make our way to the pew we sit at. I sat down and again started crying, laughing and praying all at once .I felt such a presence in the church this night like none other I felt before. The congregation began singing and praising the Lord. Aquilas mom got up and sang the song (When nothing but a Miracle will do.) When she started singing this song I thought Lord "you have been telling me this same thing, I asked you for a sign now Mrs King is singing this song that she said the Lord had planted in her heart." Mrs King finished singing and she just started speaking as if the Lord was talking through her to me. Mrs King had no idea that my cancer had returned as Aquila and I had not had a chance to tell her the news of my cancer returning. She has some own health problems of her own and we just didn't want to worry her with this. As she was up front speaking to us she looked straight at me and said"you see the girl with my son? God told me she has cancer and we need to pray for her healing." I am sure my mouth dropped to the floor when she said this because she didn't know how could she know, we didn't tell her. Then god spoke to me and said "my child, you remember when you had that dream the other night and you could not figure out who the woman was in your dream, I will tell you my child the woman was Mrs King." My body was tingling and again everything seemed to be moving in slow motion as I looked around the peoples faces in the church. When Aquilas mom returned to her seat I was drawn to go over and sit with her. She reached for my hand and put her other hand around me. At this moment i felt a presence around as as if the Lord was enveloping us in his arms. I cant explain the feeling except it flowed through my body like a flowing river. Mrs King put a candy cane in my hand and then wrote me a note that said "Look at this candy cane, It represents the letter (J)....the precious name of Jesus, who came to earth as our Savior. Look at the stripes on the candy cane...three small stripes to show the stripes of the scourging Jesus received by which we are healed. The large red stripe was for the blood shed by Christ on the cross so that we could have the promise of eternal life. Look at the candy cane the meaning is still there for those who “have eyes to see and ears to hear.” I then went back to sit with Aquila and I was clutching the candy cane in my hand. Reflecting to the words that Mrs King shared with me. I found myself praying again to the Lord. As the service reached to a close they had an alter call. I was standing up clutching the pew in front of me. I wanted to walk down to the alter but I was once again feeling like I was frozen in place. The song leader came over and said to me "go up for prayer oh please walk down for prayer." I sat on the floor saying, "I can't, I can't." Suddenly I looked up to see brother Frank kneeling beside me on one knee, wagging his finger at me, saying, "don't you say I can't, say I can in the Name of Jesus, for the Bible says in Philippines 4:13, "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." At this moment a peace flowed through me and next thing I knew I was kneeling at the alter lifting my hands to the Lord and praising his name. Aquilas mom grasped my hands and she began to pray. Many other brothers and sisters were around me and praying for the Lords healing touch. I then must have drifted into a world all of my own for I don't remember the surroundings around me, all I remember is I saw the Lord sitting on my hand hand. And then in an instant I felt a presence come over. I fell under the Spirit of the Lord and started to shake and felt like i was swaying in the spirit. Hello this is Aquilla and I will share the rest with you as like Shan said she has a fogged memory of what happen from here. My mom said that God told her where the cancer was and she was praying over Shan as were the others in the congregation. Shan fell straight on her back and for 1 hour and 15 minutes she laid on the floor lifting her hands to the Lord and praising his most holy name. I know that Shan was healed. OK, this is Shan, I remember trying to get up and wondering to myself what I was doing on the floor. I started shouting and jumping for joy "I am a new I left my old body and God has given me a new. I felt like I am washed free from my cancer. I feel a new, I am refreshed, God has breathed healing into me. For a moment I could not breathe I was shaking and tingling all over and as I gasped for air I felt a presence breathe through me. I starting crying out: Oh Lord my God, I have cried unto thee, And thou has healed me." I know that I know the Lord has healed me. On August 9th the day after this wonderful miracle from the Lord, I went to the Dr so tests could be run. All praise to thee my blood work came back all normal when the day before it was below average. The scans came back as clear as the clearness of day. Still having to wait on one more report but I am not going to question the works my Lord has bestowed upon me. For I know that I know that I know the Lord has healed me. Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good Spirit lead me on level ground. --Psalm 143:10. We want the Spirit to be at work in us to make us like Jesus. For this to happen, we must open our heart to the will of God. There are no greater words God wants to hear than "teach me to do your will." That is what it means for him to be God, to have control over our life and our will. Thank you precious Lord for being the pilot of my life and showing me that thy will be done for me in my life. Thank You Lord Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life. Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life, with all the glory and the honor, I will magnify you Lord. I just want to Thank you, Thank you Lord. Thank you Lord for saving me, from my dark destructive ways, when I strayed from your grace. I knew I couldn't make it without you. You are my Light, my Father, and Savior. Your my Comforter, my Brother, when there was no other. I Thank You Lord, I Thank you Lord, I Thank you Lord. For your everlasting love, and your amazing saving grace. I am blessed, I am blessed by praising you. I am blessed, I am blessed by praising you. Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord. You are my Light, my Father, and Savior, your my Comforter, my Brother, when there was no other. I Thank you Lord, I Thank You Lord, I Thank you Lord. For your everlasting love and your amazing saving grace. I am blessed I am blessed by praising you. I am blessed, I am blessed by praising you. Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord. Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord, Thank you Lord. Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life, Thank you Lord for all that you've done in my life, with all the glory and the honor, I will magnify you Lord. I just want to Thank you, Thank you, Thank you, LORD! Thank you, for taking the time to read my song of testimony to Our Lord Jesus Christ Thank you. in Christ shan (THIS WAS MADE BY A DEAR FRIEND, DOT. THANK U DOT THIS IS PRECIOUS) (I JUST HAD TO PLACE THIS GRAPHIC YOU MADE FOR ME ON MY TESTIMONY PAGE) His Healing Touch My Jesus, My Jesus He touched me. he healed me. he filled me with his healing power. took away my pain and disease. yes! I'm healed Jesus gave my life back to me. he took me and filled me with his healing power. And burned my disease away. I'm Healed! yes! I'm healed! my Jesus, my Jesus I praise you everyday. for every breath and step I take. for my Jesus made me whole. written by ~kathy dauzet~ (THIS WAS WREITTEN BY A DEAR FRIEND. i THANK U FOR THIS. aND I AM HONORED TO PLACE IT ON MY PAGE)