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relapse
I await the DR to come into the room
I went today for follow up tests
after having a chest cold
here we go again
more tests were ordered today
lord please say
the cancer hasn't returned
please just let this infection go away
sitting
waiting
patiently I sit
awaiting the Drs. news
it seems like it's taking forever
and is leaving my mind to wonder
oh lord
please let me hear the DR say
all is OK
I am writing this
as I am still waiting for the DR
to come through that door
and good news is what I want to hear but either way
I know the lord will see me through
whatever news the DR sends my way
oh lord I am in prayer
take my hand lord
let me feel you near
not knowing the words I will hear
I am scared lord
I feel in despair
lord I simply have a cold that will not go away
right
good
precious lord envelope me
for I am scared
of what the DR might say
I say might say
for I don't know
but in my heart lord
I feel you are saying it has returned
lord
rescue me
knock knock....................
the door I had been awaiting to open
squeaked as the DR enters the room..........
I will pause
as I get my news............
oh lord I sit in my car
after hearing my Drs. words
say it isn't so
it cant return
lord say it isn't so
cancer can try to destroy me
but cancer will never have victory
for my victory awaits me in heaven
for thy lord will see me through
together lord we will get through this together
as we did before
oh lord help me be strong to carry on
if cancer defeats me
if I go into remission
lord I will go through my days
pressing on
for you have promised me
that together we will see this through
thank you lord for reminding me
that cancer is not the end
but the beginning
of lessons to be learned
thank you lord for being with me today
and praise thee lord for loving me not just today
but all through eternity
by shan
Dear heavenly father.......
remind us lord that our days on earth have a plan..........
we may not understand
but with you by our side we know all is possible to those who believe
goodnight lord I love you
amen and amen .......
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